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fannish thought: I should write a fake dating fic. Technically i am already writing one, but it's been with me for 4 years without being finished, and i should write another one. a quicker one. i also love fake dating but to the left from usual. For example, if A and B are fake dating, but B and C are endgame, and maybe even A and C being very close friends (but A has elected to not tell C that the dating is fake), and then C feels massively guilty for being into their best friend's new partner (and may also think that B is hetero- or homosexual when they're not (A and C being different genders), adding to the drama). I read a fic like that once and i want to read more.

what i'm creating: i was writing the answer to the above question, and i realised, it's past 23:00 and i haven't written ANY words for my nano fic yet. So that's what i spent about 20 minutes doing. Not long enough, in a way, i am in the red now in terms of on-scheduleness. Wrote 39 words, also watched a routine by Adam Rippon and listened to some music he skated to separately, for a line about figure skating music and of course Adam Rippon. That was mostly unnecessary. But not entirely!

i accomplished this! i'm trying to put this bit behind a cut but idk if it's working!. i woke up late this morning, and fully realised around 12:00 i needed to check my email to confirm that i needed to be somewhere at 13:00, or ideally sooner, and got into a bit of a panic about it. I ended up adjusting my plans, initially the plan was to do a half shift at the museum i volunteer at to learn how to work the register, and specifically the first half. I don't have the stamina for a full shift, so i work half shifts. I decided to buy myself some time and simply learn the second half of how the register works, some of the regular business, and closing up.
I found out when I read my email carefully, that the lady who does the scheduling did not clearly at all communicate that i'd be working half-shifts to learn as well. And by not clearly, i mean she did not. So that gave me an easy way to say "Well I clearly communicated I'd be working half shifts, and i just realised that's not clear from the email, i'll be there around 15:00"
Was however still called a little before 13:00 about where i was, the email i sent about 20 minutes prior wasn't read.
And I went, and took a shower before, and it was all fine there, and i feel confident about doing the register now, partially. And there's a book there with detailed instructions on how the software works, that the person i was learning from just always has with her when she works the register. Which i'll be doing too (a paper printed tutorial! i think it's lovely and a bit quaint. Semi-related, most of the people who volunteer at the museum (all but 1 person who work at the museum are volunteers) are pensioners. I am VERY young, being early 20s

something i want: to figure out how i'll use capitalisation on dreamwidth. excuse the figuring it out phase!

and now, the weather: 'Cause it's who we are / doesn't matter if we've gone too far / doesn't matter if it's not okay / doesn't matter if it's not our day / stay strong / what we are / don't look back and it's all uphill from here.

the actual weather: somehow quite sunny! it's been a while since we saw the sun <-- what i wrote when i started writing this in the afternoon, the weather got overcast by the time i was going home, and the sun is currently being blocked by the earth on account of the aforementioned near-midnight

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